felt it needed to be posted.

megan, bayside. smoking popes, equals epic.

we will never sleep, cause sleep is for the weak.

i got a ticket about two weeks ago, and i have been stressing on how to pay it. i was going to ask my grandfather, but it ends up i had bonds. my mom found them, so now i have new clothes and enough to pay the ticket. i have been hanging out with amanda, so fun. i took her to see drag me to hell, it was so bad, but at least it was fun. i love her. and i hate my acne. it sucks, i want proactive or something. i cant wait for the the fireworks show. i bought amanda a movie at best buy, her reaction was so cute, i hid the movie behind me, and we walked threw checkout and it took her a minute to realize that we were in the line, then she asked why we were there. i just laughed and moved to the cashier, put the movie on the counter and she just smiled. i picked it up when we were walking threw the isles and she didnt notice. she pointed it out and said she loved that movie but she only got to see it once. so, thats what happened. haha. i really want to see the hangover, and up. they both look so good. the movie away we go looks good also. my brother dan reads this, so hi dan hope all is good. haha, love you.


video.favoritevocalist.filmedonmybirthday,lastyear.haha.

this is the last time you will have us.

so, i have been hanging out with amanda more lately, and its nice. i like it. its, idk normal. i have been stuck in this house though, and it sucks. im bored out of my mind, pretty much all day. i was talking to a guy outside the house yesterday, and he gave me a buisness card and told me to call and ask for someone. hopefully i can get a job there. its inspecting parts i believe. so justin beavers owes me three hundred and fourty four dollars. and he told me i was going to have to take his mom to court for it. and thats outrageous. i cant believe he would think im going to let this go. justin, wrong choice. justin is honestly one of the most moronic kids i have ever met. he thinks he can wiggle himself out of this like everything else in his life. he cant. anyways, idk i havent blogged in forever. and i felt the need to, me and amanda have pretty much been toghether for a year now, on and off, but no one inbetween. new found glory, is amazing. cody bought me a ticket for the fys,syg, and fireworks show july 17 i belive. we got presale tickets so we get in half and hour early. and thats pretty sweet. all i have to do is drive, and its not too bad its only the magic stick. i wanted to take amanda to my familys today, but she has alive. im going to take her some other time. haha, as soon as we get there i know what my family is going to think, there going to think stuff like "wow, she is way to pretty for him" or " how did he get a girl like that". haha. but either way they will like her. but my whole family is loud, thats what were known for. haha. oh well, for now peacee out home boii. and watch this video.

so, this is how it ends.

so i havent blogged in quite a while. i guess i havent wanted to. i went to my school to finally get dropped. and they told me i already was, march ninth. they didnt inform me or my mother. witch is really gay, then i had to fight with the secretary, to give me the form, then she asked four people if she could give me a copy, they all said yes, she was still did'nt want to do it. idk, what else happened, oh i hung out with amanda yesterday. it was alot of fun, we watched twilight. haha. i havent been so good at the stopping my addiction thing. its really hard. i feel like my friends are trying to hide stuff from me, and that sucks. either way, idk i am still looking for a job. i might just do landscaping. i dont know. i can hear people having sex, its really funny, there window is open and its from another apartment. haha. its actually really awkward. i am finding a new love for ben folds, and anathallo all over again. either way im going to end this post. with a hello.


hello

the things i once had, are now yours.

so the nfg show was sick, it was so good, kyle couldnt come. we invited cody instead, it was cool because he is one of my best friends. al was pumped for the show, there was this one bitch though.
during fireworks i accidentally bowed her in the head. so she started punching me in the side, and later for bayside when i went up in the crowd and crowd surfed she started punching me and then grabbed my belt and pulled me down, cody grabbed her and told her you dont do stuff like that, dont punch him. either way it was one of the sickest shows i've been to. either way, im confused, upset, its just weird. i want things to be back to normall, i need a job soo bad. anyways its three twenty three in the morning. im going to sleep.

hut, hut, hike.

so yesterday i had to go to my mothers, and i had to go into her attic and screw her one attic entry way closed, i had to cut two by fours to match the length, it sucked. there was insulation everywhere, like four layers of it, i had no gloves and i had shorts on. so im still itchy from the fiberglass insulation. and then the old wood was really hard to screw into, i had to put all 0f my body weight into it. either way i got ten bucks from it. i have decided im going to quit my addiction, seriously. its just a waste of money. so fuel monday was a lot of fun. i am not running around like i used to there, im paying attention to the kids again. its fun. and im pretty sure im falling in love with jesus all over again. idk, i just need a little push. set your goals has a new song that was caught on video its on youtube, idk how i feel about it yet. i finally did something i wanted to do, i changed my myspace page. i dont know if i am going to make a comment box yet. i think i might. i am soo pumped for the show this sunday. idk if there are seats, i think there might be, and im not feeling to good about that. i just checked, there arent any seats, its all mainfloor standing. im pumped now. ok well i might blog later. so untill then farewell.


video yay!

ten days isnt that long.

so this is my first post since the ninth, alot has changed. alot. uhh, i have been at als all week, it was alot of fun, alot of loud instruments. it got to the point where i want to be home, but i still want to be over there. alot of dumb stuff happened this weekend. i guess i talked someone into doing something really dumb, and i didnt think i could do it. it was at hfcc. and aparently alecks just bought one hundred and two packets of kool aid. uhm, idk bif i can go to alive tonight, i would like to but i dont know who i would sit with and i dont have clean clothes, i could wash clothes but i would still have the first problem. also i have this string on my keys, and yes its killing me. i am currently watching some biker documentary with my brother. fireworks is now on the tour with nfg, syg, and bayside, i am pumped. it was shia hulud but i dont care for them anymore. so ben from you me and everyone we know has decided that if you get a tattoo, of anything to do with his band. he will get your full named tattoo'd on his body. now we are watching a documentary of dennis nilsen who is a british serial killer. who killed at least fifteen men and boys. cut them up, and put them in trashbags. and he would boil the body parts to get the flesh from bones, well enough about that! i miss,


no video today kids.