ive got a secret, its on the tip of my tongue on the back of my lungs.

but ive got to keep it.


so i have been reading this blog lately. its of someone i know. and they put this stuff sometimes, and i kinda wish it was about me. but i know its not. either way. i went to the mall and hung out with people, corey came up there half way threw and then left. i didnt want to buy pants at the mall so i just went thrifting, i want someone to go with. i just want a single person i can just go pick up, and hang out with. whenever i want, truthfully i wish it was a girl. but it doesnt matter. it could be a guy. i bought three pairs of pants today, two to wear normally and one to make into jhorts. idk. i need new music to listen to, im burnt out of my normal. i bought tickets to the nfg show, with bayside and set your goals. and i want tickets to the sweet brag tour, but not that bad. my brother cut the sides of my hair for me, its really short. idk if i like it, but it will grow out. i used to feel i was semi attractive, but latley i have been deciding im not. people tell me im a beautiful person, especially this one person. but idk, i think its cause im just really nice to them. the lightning outside just scared me. well it was the thunder. idk what i have been doing with my life lately, but its nothing productive. i usually end these entrys with a video. but im not going to this time.






i lied. i am going to post one.