you know, your voice is kind of nice when your mouth isnt screwing it up.

so this weekend was interesting, i hung out with cody. which i havent done in forever. and he gave me money for new clothes, which is awesome. i really respect that, and im very thankful. "im going to miss being a goonie." i love the goonies, im watching it drinking an ale81, which is not what you think its a gingerale that you can only buy in kentucky, my brothers dad brought two cases up. there really good. there probably one of my favorite beverages. i would really like some one to watch it with me, somone in perticular. i do care, just so you know. im soo bored. there nothing to do. every night since me and amanda broke up i have had a dream about her, every night. and in every one she always kisses jake mcqueery or idk, however you spell his last name. but in the dream i always end up punching jake or one of my friends favot. and everytime i beat the crap out of jake, really bad. and normally when i punch favot i run, haha. when i do punch him its because he is sticking up for amanda, and i always get pissed and ask him why he is never on my side. anyways, i played left 4 dead on xbox today. i wish i had xbox live, its a sweet game. theres nothing on tv. its currently one thirty six am. im always on myspace, for no reason. no one ever comments me or messages me, i just feel the need to be on it, just in case. haha. and everyday, i barely get texts but i always check my phone just in case. haha. either way. so i went to alive tonight, margie really pissed me off, she yelled at me to join a group. i said no, because i dropped out of school and she said " well do you want to come to fuel tomorrow?" and i said whatever and joined a school, i joined trenton, she told me to join carlsons, but it didnt matter which one i joined. so she had sirvio come and grab me to pull me to carlsons group, i told him to take his hands off of me, and he didnt so i told him if he didnt let go i was going to punch him in the face. and i raised my fist, he let go. and i pushed him. then i went to margie and said if she ever pulled something like that again that she would never see me agian.


"hey girl. yeah you, ginger, your cute."
as you can see i started adding color and boldness to my post. idk why. i just thought it would have a good effect.


normally i put a video here, but this computer is being real gay, and everytime i copy anything it shuts down firefox. i have had to type this THREE times. and it sucks. so sorry but either way, i wont post a video but i will tell you to watch dear deer by kate micucci, look it up on youtube.